Black rose falling
Down out of the sky
Into my hands
How can I let this die
When everything else is lost
And everything is taken
I will find another way
I will go on without you
I used to think you were the only
The only
I'm not entirely sure
But you were the only one
And you were the only cure
For the virus inside
Of everything we've tried
Eating us alive
But hey, it was worth it
Every last second
Hey, it was worth it
The night you silently wept
Outside my window, all alone
The night I let it all flow
And nearly let go
Hey, it was worth it
(We are still trying)
(We are trying to live)
(We are still trying)
(We are
It's 6 am; my eyes barely open
Spent the better part of the night
Fighting over you in lustful delight
Sometimes I don't know what to do
Sometimes you're much, much too good to be true
And sometimes I wonder if it
Even makes any difference to you
But no, I cannot give in to
The devils crying wolf inside my mind
Clawing at my heart through my head
They say you'll never be what I need or
So desperately hunger for
They say it can't be, but can they not see
It's already done; I've fallen
Deep into this pit of adulation
My limbs are bound by steel kisses
Your words creep up on me like snakes
Slithering in and leaving me poisoned
When I see your face
It's never quite the same
Morphing, changing shape
Another claim to fame
But the secret's out
You're no princess, my dear
Shattered crown of lies
With everything to fear
'Cause I see your face
Cloaked behind "perfection"
Hidden in deceit
Haunted by rejection
But that's all you'll get
That's all you'll ever be
A torn, twisted face
And no, you'll never see
I need to get away
Don't know what to say
Steel grip on my throat
Nothing seems quite right
And I keep on spiraling
Far, far out of sight
And I keep on plummeting
Regressing on downward
Swallowed back up into the night
And I keep on thinking
Thinking I'm sinking
But I can't cry and I can't die
Turning blue and suffocating
But my last breath is always
It's always a heartbeat away
And it keeps on pumping
My eyes are going crimson
And everything seems a vision
Razored from hallucination
Salvaged from the great misconception
That everything's all right
It's all right, yet still you fight
With another word smothered
Funny ho
Need I be the one
To let you in on this?
When all is said and done
It\'s you I will not miss
Your head, it\'s full of holes
With sickness always leaking
Your heart, it twists and pulls
Just what were you really seeking?
Tear away all the lies
The curtain of deception
Knock down all the why\'s
Right at their conception
This head, you will not drill
You\'ll never be a part of me
My emptiness, you cannot fill
When my face, you cannot see
I\'m fading fast forever
And soon I will be gone
I can promise never
Until the death of dawn
More Than What It Seems by frozenfragility, literature
Literature
More Than What It Seems
It never stops
Give it a chance
Just one little glance
And it\'ll swallow you up
Starting with the inside
And pushing its way out
Wrapping all around
You vanish, without a sound
Silence
Broken only in dreams
Your pain
It\'s more than what it seems
We hope you feel satisfied
We hope you feel purified
And we hope you stop the fuss
As you will never be one of us
You are not one of the chosen
You are the devil himself, frozen
We hope that you die
And we\'ll even wave goodbye
But we won\'t do a thing to help
Even when you cry, moan, and yelp
The nails are our gift to you
Carried by one of our chosen few
God is your forgiving Father
But even He wouldn\'t bother
The pain you feel will never be done
For it\'s all part of our Heavenly fun
You like it, don\'t you
Crucixion on view
Nails driven deep
Forced to weep
When all I really want
Is...
Yeah, you know
Oh wait
Maybe that\'s a no
It\'s so hard to be sure
When it seems we\'ll endure
And the flame within is lit
You hammer away, with hit after hit
For hate is all you have to give
And inside, the flame fails to live
As I\'m nailed against damnation
So much for our liberation
But let\'s stay together
As you drive in another
Tear it away and rip it out
After all, that\'s what it\'s all about
Yes, it\'s true
For someone like you
You thrive off of pain
And the thick crimson stain
All so you can say that you\
Look upon me with those tear-filled eyes
Give in to your tainted heart
Follow through with every threat
Stuck inside my eye like a rusty dart
You\'ve forced me to see the things
Things I never wanted to see
You\'ve made me lose all sign of hope
I\'m who I never wanted to be
And even as I lay before you
Bleeding from the inside out
Everything remains the same
This is what you\'re all about
Inside your plastic world
You\'re the only one
You\'re all that ever matters
When everything is done
So don\'t you dare pull me back
You see, the time has come
I will no longer live
By the lies of some
The sky has opened up
A black sun c
Just another one of the many
That\'s all you are
Though your wisdom was uncanny
You\'re nothing now
You threw that all away
The day you left us here
We\'d love to make you pay
But first we\'d have to care
First we\'d have to stare
Into your sullen eyes
And we know you\'d try to share
The things we need not see
Your sickness was seductive
But now it isn\'t anything
For there\'s nothing more to give
And the time has come to die
Rest in peace, our heavenly father
Though you\'ll never know
We gave you one another
And the end is finally here
No matter what I do
It never seems to fade
I\'m left without a clue
Of what it could take
To finally fill this in
The hole inside my soul
I never seem to win
Even when they give
Everything I want
Love me to no end
It continues to taunt
Pulling me apart
Forcing me to hate
Want to end it all
Perhaps this is my fate
To never be at peace
We all must have our place
Maybe mine is without
The blissful state of grace
The hole is all I\'ll have
It\'s all I\'ll ever feel
Emptiness will rule
Until my heart begins to peel
And I push them all away
The End Of The Line by frozenfragility, literature
Literature
The End Of The Line
Standing against the test of time
With nothing left to hold
Everything never seemed so lost
I\'ve never felt so cold
We\'ve come a long way together
But now it\'s fading fast
I\'ve sent forth words like daggers
And they could be my last
Stabbing through her frail existence
I\'ve got to look away
She screams out for it to stop
I\'ve nothing more to say
Some things are simply meant to be
While others are not
We never really shared anything
Except when we fought
Hatred brings us closer to God
But love pulls us apart
I\'m turning the words on me now
This is where it will start
Look upon me with those tear-filled eyes
Give in to your tainted heart
Follow through with every threat
Stuck inside my eye like a rusty dart
You\'ve forced me to see the things
Things I never wanted to see
You\'ve made me lose all sign of hope
I\'m who I never wanted to be
And even as I lay before you
Bleeding from the inside out
Everything remains the same
This is what you\'re all about
Inside your plastic world
You\'re the only one
You\'re all that ever matters
When everything is done
So don\'t you dare pull me back
You see, the time has come
I will no longer live
By the lies of some
The sky has opened up
A black sun c
You like it, don\'t you
Crucixion on view
Nails driven deep
Forced to weep
When all I really want
Is...
Yeah, you know
Oh wait
Maybe that\'s a no
It\'s so hard to be sure
When it seems we\'ll endure
And the flame within is lit
You hammer away, with hit after hit
For hate is all you have to give
And inside, the flame fails to live
As I\'m nailed against damnation
So much for our liberation
But let\'s stay together
As you drive in another
Tear it away and rip it out
After all, that\'s what it\'s all about
Yes, it\'s true
For someone like you
You thrive off of pain
And the thick crimson stain
All so you can say that you\
We hope you feel satisfied
We hope you feel purified
And we hope you stop the fuss
As you will never be one of us
You are not one of the chosen
You are the devil himself, frozen
We hope that you die
And we\'ll even wave goodbye
But we won\'t do a thing to help
Even when you cry, moan, and yelp
The nails are our gift to you
Carried by one of our chosen few
God is your forgiving Father
But even He wouldn\'t bother
The pain you feel will never be done
For it\'s all part of our Heavenly fun
More Than What It Seems by frozenfragility, literature
Literature
More Than What It Seems
It never stops
Give it a chance
Just one little glance
And it\'ll swallow you up
Starting with the inside
And pushing its way out
Wrapping all around
You vanish, without a sound
Silence
Broken only in dreams
Your pain
It\'s more than what it seems
Need I be the one
To let you in on this?
When all is said and done
It\'s you I will not miss
Your head, it\'s full of holes
With sickness always leaking
Your heart, it twists and pulls
Just what were you really seeking?
Tear away all the lies
The curtain of deception
Knock down all the why\'s
Right at their conception
This head, you will not drill
You\'ll never be a part of me
My emptiness, you cannot fill
When my face, you cannot see
I\'m fading fast forever
And soon I will be gone
I can promise never
Until the death of dawn
I need to get away
Don't know what to say
Steel grip on my throat
Nothing seems quite right
And I keep on spiraling
Far, far out of sight
And I keep on plummeting
Regressing on downward
Swallowed back up into the night
And I keep on thinking
Thinking I'm sinking
But I can't cry and I can't die
Turning blue and suffocating
But my last breath is always
It's always a heartbeat away
And it keeps on pumping
My eyes are going crimson
And everything seems a vision
Razored from hallucination
Salvaged from the great misconception
That everything's all right
It's all right, yet still you fight
With another word smothered
Funny ho
When I see your face
It's never quite the same
Morphing, changing shape
Another claim to fame
But the secret's out
You're no princess, my dear
Shattered crown of lies
With everything to fear
'Cause I see your face
Cloaked behind "perfection"
Hidden in deceit
Haunted by rejection
But that's all you'll get
That's all you'll ever be
A torn, twisted face
And no, you'll never see
Clouds drop the light in shafts
It reflects off the glassy surface
A glow of iridescent colors surrounding her
With tender footsteps
She tiptoes over the crystal water
Gliding with ease
A translucent gown
Draped over her frail but beautiful body
It flows out from under her
Treading over the ripples
Alone within the sea of dreams
Her voice an echo of silence
Whispering to no one
Just her own reflection
Soft breeze offers her a dance
She accepts letting it twirl her around
Gently wrapping its tendrils around her waist
She breathes in the wind's warmth
But it isn't what she wants
The waves twist around her
She allows thei
Black rose falling
Down out of the sky
Into my hands
How can I let this die
When everything else is lost
And everything is taken
I will find another way
I will go on without you
I used to think you were the only
The only
I'm not entirely sure
But you were the only one
And you were the only cure
For the virus inside
Of everything we've tried
Eating us alive
But hey, it was worth it
Every last second
Hey, it was worth it
The night you silently wept
Outside my window, all alone
The night I let it all flow
And nearly let go
Hey, it was worth it
(We are still trying)
(We are trying to live)
(We are still trying)
(We are
Current Residence: Mesa, AZ Favourite genre of music: Varies, but I do have a certain love for music with an electronic edge. Operating System: Windows Vista MP3 player of choice: Foobar2000 Wallpaper of choice: Whatever makes me look cool. Favourite cartoon character: Lex Luger Personal Quote: Here I am, stuck in the middle with you.
Man, I just drank a glass of sour milk a couple hours ago and didn't even notice it was sour until I had downed half the glass. Let me tell you that it was one of the worst tastes I have ever tasted. I'd have rather had a nice tall glass of piss.
...Well, not really, but still, sour milk is pretty bad.
Andy said, "Where were you, you didn't come to see me"
Andy said, "I think I died, why didn't you come to see me"
Andy said, "it hurt so much, they took blood from my hand"